Bro Koay
Kheng Hin
I was
very blessed. I feel younger. In school they call me apek. Not because of how I
look but how I speak. But today after the worship I feel younger.
I believe
the message I have is for all. It's called the Presence of God.
We are
one of those people around who often missed a little in what we are looking
forward to. Like we look for a home but often we end up looking for a house.
And as the house gets bigger and bigger, the home gets smaller and smaller.
The other
example is when we come to church we reach a stage where we want God to speak
to us. A prophetic word so that we can tell what is going to happen. What he
needs is not a prophetic word but an assurance that God is with him regardless
of what he goes through.
Or we
come looking for a good sermon. But what we need is a word from the Lord. The
sermon is a preacher's task but it is only the Lord that can speak to the
heart.
Or
worship we look for an uplifting service but what we need is the touch of God.
The
gathering of God's people means nothing if God's presence is not there.
As
Christians we all have God's presence in our heart. But what I want to ask is
if you have that subjective awareness that God's presence is with you. Can you
on a daily basis sense the presence of God? Can you feel and is aware and
conscious that there is a still small voice talking to you.
Many many
years ago when my father accepted the Lord, I moved away from the signs of
things. I'm a physic teacher so I need evidence. What broke that thinking was
my brother who was a pastor in KL who is the complete opposite. When I went
with my brother, in prayer he said that this is the day my father will accept
the Lord. I say you say but in my heart I felt otherwise. But that day in the
room my father cried. I've never seen that because he never cried. And then I
cried. My brother cried. Two grown man and one old man hugging one another and
crying.
Outside
are all the idols. But within the wall I could sense the presence of God. In my
head I tell myself even my dad can accept Christ, it is the work of the Holy
Spirit. My scientific mind readjusted. I begin to see differently and even when
I read the bible I could sense the Lord speaking to me.
As I
share today I want to impart this to all of you. Experiencing the presence of
God continuously is what God mean for a Christian life. Our eternal life is a
continual awareness that God is with us.
I want to
quote from one old timer. Bro Lawrence.
He was in the army but the change came to him as he was walking on a country
road. It was winter so the trees were botak but he saw that and knowing that
when spring comes around, that botak tree will bloom and be lush and colourful
again. And he realised that life is in his hands and every life is sustained by
God. And so is his life. That is how he was one man of God in the past that
brought us these classics that at the end of the day our spiritual heritage is
God walking with us and us being conscious of him all the time.
He is one
of those men that did not accomplished much in terms of his life but to him any
task great or small, if God is there with him it is more than enough.
If you
are working a job and you think there is something better, my answer to you is
that if you have the presence of God is with you, brother Lawrence is telling
you, it is enough.
Exodus 25:23-24
The Table for the Showbread
“You shall also make a table of
acacia wood; two cubits shall be its length, a cubit its width, and a cubit and
a half its height. 24 And you shall overlay it with pure gold, and make a
molding of gold all around.
Exodus 25:30
And you shall set the showbread on
the table before Me always.
This is
the furnishing in the Tabernacle. The table of showbread is the bread of his
presence. The twelve loaves represents the twelve tribes of Israel. The acacia
wood represents mankind. That the humanity of Christ is represented by the
acacia wood and the deity of Christ by the gold.
It
symbolises the desire of God to fellowship with us. We Penangite is famous for
our food and we are experts in makan. We fellowship during food. He wants to
fellowship with Israel, his prize possession.
That at
all times means continuously. The heathens cannot have the presence of God.
Only his children. But we compartmentalise his presence. In church we seek his
presence. Like today I preach, I seek his presence but after this it's over.
Do we
come to God for interest or intimacy. This is what separates from the person
who is walking with God. I say this, are we riding with God or taking God for a
ride.
In
Exodus, the bread of his presence is only available to the priest. The priest
representing Israel. But when Jesus says he is the bread of life, it's not only
pastor Gideon taking and we watch. We don't do that. We all take the communion.
In the NT there is no longer someone partaking of the bread as a symbol
representing us but we all partake of it.
The
presence of God is available for all of us.
John 15:4-5
4 Abide in Me, and I in you. As the
branch cannot bear fruit of itself, unless it abides in the vine, neither can
you, unless you abide in Me.
5 “I am the vine, you are the
branches. He who abides in Me, and I in him, bears much fruit; for without Me
you can do nothing.
The key
word is remain or abide in me. When Jesus says that he is affirming that his
presence is ours to experience continuously. The continual presence of God is
our heritage. That is what bro Lawrence is trying to convey. Do you think often
on God?
Bro
Lawrence says do you think of God by day or by night? He was talking about a
continual thinking and reflection on him. Even in our diversions, like playing
badminton or our business. Bro Lawrence says he is always near you. He is
always with us and waiting to fellowship with us.
Today if
you want to experience the presence of God continually you must desire him and
not leave him alone.
James 4:8
Draw near to God and He will draw
near to you. Cleanse your hands, you sinners; and purify your hearts, you
double-minded.
When you
read that he is waiting for us to come near to him so that we can draw near to
him.
John
connects abiding in him to fruits. A person who draws near to God is someone
who will inevitably bear fruit.
To bear
fruit we must share the gospel. We are to reap the harvest. That is a fruit but
not just that, it also includes the fruit of the Holy Spirit. This year I made
a resolution. To be more kind. I think we live in an unkind world.
Yesterday
I went to watch Cinderella. I must confess but after I finished my sermon
notes. I felt that even at my age as an apek, it still touches my heart. But of
course I already have my Cinderella, the mother says take courage and be kind
and it touched me.
If you
are unkind, or is someone who is bitter, you try sharing the gospel, it won't
work. People see through you. Your character and charisma have to go hand in
hand.
In
salvation God works for you but in sanctification God works in you but in
sharing the gospel it is God working through you.
When you
exhibits the fruit of the Holy Spirit you are not doing it by yourself. God
works in you. But when you share the gospel, you open your mouth but salvation
is God's work, not yours.
When you
abide in Christ, as in John 15, you have answered prayer, the love of God will
overwhelm you and the joy of God will fill you.
Moses
went up Mount Sinai for forty days and forty nights. Moses was enjoying the
presence of God. But down there the people were enjoying the revelry with the
golden calf. God was incensed. But in the next chapter, Moses asked God if he
will go with them. Moses says if your presence won't go with us we will not go
into the promise land. No wonder Moses is called a friend of God.
David is
another instance. David says in the preserve of God is the fullness of joy. In
another one, when he committed adultery with Bathsheba, he could not sense the
presence of God for one whole year. And after that he cried "do not take
your presence from me."
What is
the place of holiness in the presence of God? In the cell we are doing the book
of Amos. What exactly was in God's heart in the minor prophets. First, God is a
holy God. He says be you holy as I am holy. God cannot have a people that is
unholy. So when wayward Israel go from one sin to another, you'll find that all
the punishment of God is restorative rather than punitive.
In the presence of God you will become holy and in your holiness you will draw closer to God.
But I
what to qualify what I say. The interacting dynamics is that you must have the
desire to be led by the Holy Spirit and in it you are purified by God. God only
needs you to take one small step in acknowledging God that you need help and
his presence is there to help you. A Chinese proverbs is, one small step is the
beginning of a thousand miles.
Tell God today you want to experience his presence. I want to end with Enoch. Enoch walked with God and he was no more. God took him away. But two verses before that, Enoch walked with God. It was recorded twice. Enoch walked with God in a continuous presence and in holiness.
Tell God today you want to experience his presence. I want to end with Enoch. Enoch walked with God and he was no more. God took him away. But two verses before that, Enoch walked with God. It was recorded twice. Enoch walked with God in a continuous presence and in holiness.
Worship by Grace ELELYON team, Youth Sunday
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